Sept26 Art Wrapped

The biggest thing that happened this month was moving into a new place. There was so much anxiety over the past couple of months. I felt really dejected, all that and more. Kept questioning myself about everything. But I managed to kick myself out of that pit when I realised: (the note to self below). When I feel knocked down, it’s simply routine now to stand up, dust myself off and start on tackling what I fear the most. Because never having done the things I dreamt of just because I’m plagued by worries is much scarier than being knocked down and landing on my ass. The one thing I hate the most in life and about myself is never achieving what I set my mind to. And setbacks don’t mean I failed; failing is when I stop getting up. And just because I needed a moment to catch my breath doesn’t mean I’m never getting up again. ~ Back to trying my best. Relocated. Packed and unpacked. Store reopen!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و

Note to self (and you):

Living on heightened panic mode made me forget that I’m honestly the luckiest girl in the world. I wouldn’t trade anything or part about myself for anything. Not even the worst parts that brings me the most grief. For someone who loves interesting stories and gets bored easily. My life is the only life that suits me. It’s a life well-lived that Im hoping for not life lived ‘correctly’.

Realizing that eased every tension in my body.

and this will be a frequent reminder. and a freeing thought~
A bit more serious yap :3 but sometimes I really need to unknot my thoughts and heart so I can face my art properly again and unconstipate my creativity~ if my tools are rusted how am I gonna make things that Im proud of yknow! back to arting yipe (unstoppable mode again)